This is heartbreaking, I’m so sorry for your loss. No words can describe. But you seem like an incredibly strong and beautiful person.
I want you to be happy and I know that he would have wanted that too, more than anything in the world. I believe a soulmate is as one and that he will always be with you, wherever you are. Maybe that sounds ridicilous and maybe it doesn’t help, but I do believe that. And I also believe that sometimes there are more than one soulmate out there for you. He could still be the love of your life, but I believe there are someone else for you too. It’s okay to start dating other people. He wouldn’t want you to stop living, I think he’d rather see you happy. Try to “live for him” too. And eventually it will feel a little bit more normal. I think it’s important to be open about your situation, for your sake. Just one more thing, I hope you have someone you trust and can talk to? Either way you can always write to me. But know that there are so many people out there for you who cares. Sorry for a messy answear I hope it’s kinda okay. I hope your realize how strong you are. Sending all of my love to you.
What did you ask him? Stay strong sweetie. My tip is to stay busy… Love
Aw thank you, thank you, thank you! Love <3